Sunday, 19 July 2015

Missions Adventures: Pine Ridge Reservation July 12-18, 2015

I feel porous. Yet short on capacity to absorb much of the great roiling mass of hopelessness that hangs like a cloud over this reservation. The poverty here is second only to Haiti in the western hemisphere.  Yet, sitting in the teepee-shaped gathering place at the Lakota Hope Center a brilliant ray of the setting sun pierces the cloud and the day’s exhales breathes new hope into my soul, even to the background sounds of drunkenness drifting down from the streets of White Clay, Nebraska. I’m grateful for the cross of Jesus Christ, where the Creator Himself absorbed all that is evil and condemned it to hell so that the restoration of His love could blow through the darkest corners of our world. White Clay is one of those places. A mere 3 blocks long and 3 wide, just across the NB border, White Clay is primarily a place for the people of the Pine Ridge Reservation in South Dakota to buy alcohol.  There are 2 inhabited houses, 2 ministry centers, 1 grocery store, a general store, a couple café’s and 3 liquor stores that sell 10,000-11,000 cans of beer a day. The beer companies even have a special kind of beer with higher alcohol content (8-12%) for White Clay. 1,000 of those cans are drank every day by the 30 or so men and women who live on these streets. They are the lowest of the low, forgotten and ignored. They don’t often shower or change their clothes. They smell of booze and urine. Rotting teeth, hair long and matted, skin scabbed and bleeding. And we were there to love them, the “Risen Warriors” as they were named by our ministry hosts.Renée and the kids and I, and four other YWAMer’s were facilitating a Mission Adventures trip for two church youth groups, one Conservative Baptist and the other Converge Baptist. They spent their time: doing a kids club for the children of Oglala, SD, participating in two Suicide Prevention Concerts, hosting a ministry event called Night Of Another Hope, joining the local churches to pray for Pine Ridge, putting on a pancake breakfast for the Risen Warriors, as well as work projects around Lakota Hope. And we cooked and cleaned and organized, encouraged and supported the youth. I get shivers thinking of how they experienced God like they had never before.  On the second night ten of our Baptist youth and one native guy asked to be baptized! 

On Thursday morning I met a man named Brent at the pancake breakfast. He was one of the Risen Warriors especially on the hearts of our hosts. Last year he’d been in an alcohol-induced coma for a month. Our hosts visited him in the hospital in Rapid City. They’d felt led of the Spirit to say to Brent “Risen Warrior, arise!” at which he stirred for the first time, although he didn’t come out of the coma until later.  Recently Brent had told them he’d heard God speak to him while he was in the coma, saying “Risen Warrior, arise!”  Still, here he was drinking his days away on the streets of White Clay. Brent was quiet.  Not pushy or begging like the others. We talked over pancakes and tea. He was embarrassed for his five kids to have a father in White Clay. If he could stop drinking for a little while he’d have money to take them to the carnival in a couple weeks. I laid a hand on his shoulder that had been broken years before but never treated properly. I asked Jesus for sobriety by the power of His Holy Spirit. That evening after returning from the burial site from the Wounded Knee massacre we gathered around the fire pit for s’mores, worship and testimonies. Brent heard the music and came down to the center and sat on the fringe of our circle. As I wrapped up leading a song, I saw Brent and asked him to join us.  The youth pulled up a chair for him and he became one of us. 


THIS is what we are called to do.  Wrap our arms around the least of these and bring them into the center of God’s love.  This is what YWAM Minneapolis does (see the “Fringes” funding campaign at ywam-mn.org).  

 So this simple act of calling Brent into the circle was significant for me. To our surprise, in the midst of the testimonies of the youth Brent spoke up. He talked of how uplifting it was to be with us. He thanked us for trying to make a difference on the ‘res’. He told us he’d only drank two beers that day and we erupted in cheers. He talked of how his mother and his uncle were in Rapid City in the hospital and how he wanted to be with them. An idea flashed through my being like a comet. I looked at Renée and she shook her head because she knew what I was thinking.  With the OK of the youth leaders and our ministry hosts we could drive Brent to Rapid in the morning, only going a little out of our way to our free day in the Black Hills.  But in the morning I couldn’t find Brent, only because I didn’t recognize his shoes sticking out from a blanket where he slept on a concrete stoop. We’d given up on the idea, but when we pulled our vans into White Clay there was Brent, sitting on the stoop wondering how he was going to get to Rapid.  Praise God we were the answer. It wasn’t just a lift for a 100 miles, it was the potential start of a new life. Even Brent said so.  Please join your faith with ours that on that day White Clay became one drunk emptier because that man was told he was a precious child of God with potential and a purpose in this world. There are other stories of God speaking love through us, through the youth and their leaders, and through our four children.   We grew greatly in our love for the Oglala Lakota people. We grieved with them. But we also worshiped and danced with them in the way that comes from their heart. Because there is hope in the Wounded Warrior who lives that they may live. As we proclaimed during one of our worship times at YWAM with our hands stretched out toward Pine Ridge,

“You are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.” 1 Peter 2:9

In Christ, the Pikes. 




 



Thursday, 25 June 2015

loveminneapolis247.com

Our comfort zone is gaining new territory.
Love Minneapolis 24/7 is an evangelistic push going on in the city all this week, from 6/21-6/28. There are 28 outreaches planned for the 8 days, one every six hours, all week long, with the final outreach being concurrent with the Gay Pride Parade on Sunday. At this outreach last year on the same Sunday 80 people with sexual brokenness received Jesus. 80 from the LGBTQ community! LoveMPLS is backed by mandatory training and 24/7 worship and intercession. And we went.
 
Actually, it was mandatory for Renée as part of her School of Ministry Development. (Which ends tomorrow!!! Tonight (6/25) is her Commissioning Night. 7 pm right here at YWAM Minneapolis. All are welcome to attend!) So yes, Renée didn't have much choice in the matter, but we thought it would be good for the whole family to join her class. Street evangelism, why not? We are being trained as missionaries, right? Renée's spent a few Friday afternoons in this school out in the parks and malls looking for people to pray for or share the Gospel with. She wouldn't say it's gone all that well or that she's even enjoyed it. Just being honest.

So, 9 am we arrived at an Alliance Church, which they calling the Firebase for LOVEMPLS. There was a 45 minute briefing held with Hans L. who would be our outreach leader and the 40 other 'messengers' we were to go out on the streets with. Hans asked if there were any worship leaders among us. I raised my hand. He asked if I had an instrument along. I'd felt led to bring my guitar, so yes I was now to lead a 'flash mob' worship time once we got to the streets. (Which is cool because I'm planning on taking my Worship Focus students in this Fall's DTS out for some worship evangelism, and I need practice!)

Following the briefing was 2 hours of worship and 'consecration' time to prepare our hearts to go out. Knowing that would be too long for the kids we brought UNO and some snacks. Our friend Christine, Renée's mentor, offered to hang out with the kids so she could stay in the worship time. Does two hours seem a little long? Not to me anymore.  The real work of evangelism belongs to the Holy Spirit. Prayer and worship is how we come into alignment with Him, allowing Him to remove anything that would hinder us from hearing His voice as we go out to talk to people. We'd be on the streets for 2 hours. So 2 hours of heart preparation seems reasonable to me. (The worship leading is going on night and day ALL WEEK, with new leaders setting up as the previous one finishes every two hours, night and day.)

After the worship time we loaded into our vans and drove downtown, paid $20 for parking because there was a Twins game last night, and walked 4 blocks to Nicolett Ave just at the noon hour. I pulled out my guitar and led all 40 of us in It Is Well right on the busy street corner. Someone suggested I Love You Lord, then another Bless the Lord and we finished up with Set A Fire (gotta have something for this younger generation too!) People walking mostly skirted us, rather than taking the lane we'd made through the middle of our group. After the singing we dispersed in groups of 2, with the exception of our family of 6.

This is when it got awkward. Now what? We sang a song that I wrote for the kids at Cornerstone and the kids and Renée did the actions. Really awkward. The kids were armed with Revive Twin Cities Bibles and bracelets. Rachel was very eager to tell someone about Jesus, but we didn't really know what to do. Renée doesn't like being in the city, especially with the kids. We were hungry and getting testy. We walked back to the van and put my guitar away, crossed the street to a pharmacy to find they didn't have public restrooms.  Well, lets find a place to eat. Qdoba? What's this Lunch Cube down the block, or hey, the Dancing Ganeesha, maybe we'll meet some people from India to talk to. Nope. The server was from Ecuador and our hostess was Persian, from Iran. Tried to make conversation with them but it didn't go very far. The food was amazing though. Then we wandered down the street to Loring Park where they were setting up tents and booths for the Pride celebration. Tried to talk to an older couple on a park bench. No, they didn't want prayer for anything. Couldn't find a playground for the kids and there wasn't enough time to cross over to the Sculpture Garden so we prayed for the Pride Parade outreach and started back toward the van taking a different route. As we were walking Rachel told me she'd seen a lady give her life to Jesus while we were singing back at the beginning.  "That's cool," I said. Rachel has a tendency to see more than is really there. Crossing through the courtyard of University of St. Thomas School of Law we found ourselves just down the street from the Dancing Geneesha, and our hostess was outside taking a smoke break with a friend. "Rachel," I said, "Do you want to give our hostess from the restaurant a bracelet?" She did, but I had to help her. "Hi again!" I said, "Rachel here would like to give you something."  "Aww..." was the response. That's the great thing about kids. I don't get "Aww" when I try to give people something. We gave the hostess and her friend Bibles and asked them if we could pray for them. They said yes, so Renée and I prayed for each of them. I guess we could've tried to talk further with them, but, well, we're still kinda new at this and I suppose we made our get-away while we were still in good standing. "That was easy!" Rachel said as we got back to the car. We were hot and sticky, somewhat deflated, trying to teach the kids that evangelism was a lifestyle, not just a one-time event.

Back to the Alliance Church for a 45 debrief. We filled out Encounter Cards (they do a really good job of making sure there is follow-up with people who were engaged with the Gospel) and people told stories. 4 people saved! A lady came up and introduced herself to me. She thanked me for leading worship on Nicolett and said it was really anointed. As we were singing a little boy on a scooter had rode right through our midst. His mother had walked around us. This lady talking to me had stopped the mother and engaged her in conversation. By the time those few songs were over she'd gone from not having anything to do with that 'Jesus stuff' to saying, 'This is for real!', surrendering her life to him and being filled with His Spirit! Whoa! The lady who led her to the Lord insisted we record it on our Encounter Card and not hers because she felt strongly that it was the worship that opened her heart to Jesus.

Notice the little guy on the scooter on the left whose mother gave her life to Jesus.  
So, that was our day. Then we had to run down to Savage to the chiropractor. Got home exhausted. Spent a couple hours on the mower to deflate and went to bed.

Thoughts on the day:

We have great kids. They can put up with a lot. And other people don't mind hanging out with them. They are "outreach worthy".

We're thankful the Great Commission is not, "Go and make converts, " but, "Go and make disciples," because Renée is finding herself loving to disciple while evangelism is not her strength. I don't mind talking to strangers, but I've never actually led someone to accept Jesus.

God uses us when we don't even know it. When we're faithful to what He calls us, moment by moment, He will use our lives to move people closer to Jesus.  THAT is what we've seen Him do over and over, and THAT is why we are at YWAM Minneapolis, because THAT is what we want most in life: That through our lives the kingdom of the Jesus we love will flourish.  Amen?

Sunday, 14 June 2015

June Newsletter

   Renée’s pre-school “apprehension” about this role reversal was not unfounded, on many levels.  But within the first week of school she was coming home with Divine and life-changing revelations, and I was gaining a deep, experiential respect for all that she does as a homemaker!

What the SOMD has done for Renée is to make ample space for God to speak truth into the areas in which she’s believed lies for many years. Often this process is very painful.  It has not been a pleasant time emotionally for us.  But the fruit is worth it, in being better prepared for future ministry. In the last few weeks I’ve seen Renée step out with boldness, speaking the word of God into other’s lives. I’ve seen her catch a vision for what her ministry could look like overseas. I’ve seen her heal emotionally. And although I’m not good at letting my face show it, I’ve been repeatedly astonished at the work of the Holy Spirit in her life. 

In one way we are moving forward as a family is by looking back.  Who has God shaped us to be?  What has God planted in us that we can cultivate?  Renée has, through the years of dealing with disease and diet restriction in our children, developed a passion for healthy living (she hosted a seminar on that topic last Thursday!) By September Renée will begin pursuing a 4-year degree in naturopathic medicine by correspondence through Trinity School of Natural Health. 

For myself, years of interest in missiology, music, recording and a passion for calling out creative worship in others is leading me to the field of ethnodoxology (the theological and anthropological study, and practical application, of how every cultural group might use its unique and diverse artistic expressions appropriately to worship the God of the Bible.)  In November I’ll fly to western India for a 20-day Cross-Cultural Worship Ministry Seminar for credit with YWAM’s University of the Nations. 

We see these passions, naturopathic medicine and ethnodoxology, as a way for us to be serving among the unreached within 5-10 years.   Thank-you for your friendship along this journey!





Upcoming Dates:
June 25: SOMD Graduation
July 9-18: Joel leads a Mission Adventures trip to Pine Ridge,  SD
Sept-Nov: Joel leads Worship Focus in the Fall DTS.
Sept 8: Renée begins course work at TSNH.
Nov 2-20: CCWMS in India
Jan-Mar ‘16: Renée & Joel teach ECCO Bible Class

Finances:
Renée: 1st year tuition & books, Certified Health Specialist:    $893.39
Joel: CCWMS fees and flights: ≈$1500

We will need your help with these expenses as we are about 10% or $300/month short of being fully supported.  Thank-you!


Monday, 1 June 2015

of Echoes Past

Love and Death.

What time the mighty moon was gathering light
Love paced the thymy plots of Paradise,
And all about him roll'd his lustrous eyes;
When, turning round a cassia, full in view,
Death, walking all alone beneath a yew,
And talking to himself, first met his sight:
"You must begone," said Death, "these walks are mine."
Love wept and spread his sheeny vans for flight;
Yet ere he parted said, "This hour is thine:
Thou art the shadow of life, and as the tree
Stands in the sun and shadows all beneath,
So in the light of great eternity
Life eminent creates the shade of death;
The shadow passeth when the tree shall fall,
But I shall reign for ever over all."

~Alfred Lord Tennyson


My daughter's birthday is a mixture of joy and sadness, gratefulness and longing, life and death. And though the above poem may not be completely theologically correct, it puts it in such a beautiful light. Though Emily passed through the shadow of death, Death will not reign eternal. Though she fought for life and we fought with her and for her, Death still won. But his win is totally temporary. In view of eternity, life wins out. Love champions. Emily's death is but a shadow, a blink of an eye, a breath. As is my life here on earth- a mist, and then I too will be gone. And then, together with Christ, Emily and I will dance in the light, where there is no more shadow.

14th May 2015
Dearest sweetest Emily,
     Your birthday is coming up. You will be seven years old. Seven! You are growing up so fast. I wonder what you look like now. What color is your hair? Are your eyes hazel like your siblings? What do you like to do in heaven? Are you an artist or an engineer? Do you enjoy music, do you sing to Jesus with your sweet voice? I'm sure you have a lovely voice. 
    Or maybe time is different in heaven. Maybe you are still an infant, a mere nine days old, and you are waiting for Joel and I so we can be with you as you grow up. 
    We all miss you Emily. We wish we could all be together as a family. Even now, at supper time, I think "someone is missing, there should be one more plate." And your siblings save a space for you in the van. In the back, in the middle. 
    That's where you would be. With us. Together. 
    We love you so much Emily Grace, full of light and hope fulfilled. Save a space for us in heaven, we'll be there when our Lord calls us home.

Love, your mommy



Sunday, 5 April 2015

"April Update" or "Renée writes another newsletter one beautiful Easter afternoon"

Hello there! I (Renée) am sitting here enjoying a peaceful Easter Sunday afternoon. I hope that your Easter holiday is filled with reflection on what Christ has done for us, both on the cross and beyond the tomb. 
This morning was definitely a highlight of the weekend for me. Easter Sunday is the happy day after the solemnity of Good Friday and the reflection of grief on Silent Saturday. I look forward to the Resurrection Day when we can reflect on the joy of the disciples and of the Marys. So this morning we initiated a little sunrise service here at the base. The sun rises quite early but our kids were good sports and were excited to watch the sunrise, so at 6:30 we were rumbling along on the trailer behind the tractor out to the field where we could watch the beautiful sun. The morning was beautiful, mostly clear and quite cool (33F). I could hear the call of the ruffed grouse followed with the beat of his wings. (Which I remember the first time I ever heard that sound I thought I was being attacked by wild horses!!) The geese and the ducks saying their good mornings and I loved the fact that there were no bugs!
Four YWAM staff joined our little family to welcome in the Resurrection Sunday! Hallelujah!
Coffee, cinnamon buns, hymns and the refreshing early morning light: His mercies are new every morning!
Happy Easter!

So let me back up a bit. I'm assuming you have read our February Newsletter and are familiar with our English Cross Cultural Orientation (ECCO) School. Well, these beautiful souls have graduated and most of them have left. They will be missed by all of us.
It was a joy to work with them, though I (Renée) had minimal involvement in the school (only two hours a week helping Joel teach the Bible class) but I got to know a few of them, and it was easy to see Christ shine through them as they worked, studied, and played each day as the school progressed. Graduation night (Thursday April 2) was a night to remember. All of them were dressed to the 9's and they all looked so proud of themselves! And they have reason to be! They all worked so hard and have come so far in their English skills and also their faith in God. The glow around each of them was contagious. 
ECCO 2015! Give them a round of applause!

Joel and the other YWAM staff worked more closely with the students. Here I have a few pictures to share from the last few months:


Joel teaching some students how to make homemade pizza.

Joel leads worship regularly at the base here. It was a joy to see him involving the students each week.
One of our weekly local outreaches: Hudson (right) assists in Bingo at an elderly care center with a student from Columbia.
Working on pronunciation was a big thing for our ECCO students. This specific picture is showing J. D. giving his testimony of how God has worked in his life over the last three months. All the students had this assignment: These testimonies were  powerful, encouraging and worth all the hard work our staff put into these students' lives!

ECCO 2015 was a blast to be a part of. I thoroughly enjoyed each week and am already excited about next year!

* * *

 In our personal lives: 

The kids are doing great. Joshua (10) and Rachel (8) are doing well in public school. They are making friends, which has been an answer to prayer. We have had a few of these fun friends over to our house and I enjoy getting to know them.
Madelynn (5) and Hudson (4) are still enjoying homeschool. Their favorite activity is the science experiment for each week.

First some fun pictures and then following that I will update you on some important news:

Early Spring: My fun puddle flowers!

Sisters

Joshua turned 10 in March!

No this isn't Grampa, it's Joel out for an early morning hike.

Hudson surrendering to nap time.

Aren't those pictures fun? That was the second time Hudson has fallen asleep under the laundry basket. The first time I wasn't sure where he was because he was completely enclosed curled up like a little bug.

Ok, onto News-ey stuff:
In our last newsletter we mentioned a possibility of going to a large Asian country this summer as a family missions trip. This opportunity has closed due to the danger of radical religious groups in that country, both to us and to the mission there. So we thank God for His direction and continue to wait patiently for whatever God has for us next. Meanwhile we will bloom where we are planted and embrace YWAM Minneapolis with all that we have and are.

  Our second bit of News-ey stuff involves myself. Our God has strongly directed me to apply and be involved in the upcoming School of Ministry Development (SOMD). This school begins Sunday April 12 and will be for three months ending in June. Please click on the link and read about this school on YWAM Minneapolis' website. I will be learning much about ministry and what it means to start one, be involved in one, the finance part of it, world religions and world views, how to evangelize, and etc. This will provide education and time for me as Joel and I seek God together as to where He wants us and to be better ministers of the faith. Whether here at YWAM Mpls or ministering overseas.
  Joel will be part time staff- working 10 hours a week heading up the worship department, and the rest of his time will be fulfilling his role as stay-at-home Dad, which also involves homeschooling M and H.

Thank you for reading and for your prayers and support!
With much love, Joel and Renée (and Joshua, Rachel, Madelynn and Hudson)

I will close with a poem that seems fitting in our season of Easter celebration, which to me is also like a gateway into Spring, the season of Hope.

Song

The winds, as at their hour of birth,
Leaning upon the ridged sea,
Breathed low around the rolling earth
With mellow preludes, "We are free."

The streams through many a lilied row
Down-carolling to the crisped sea,
Low-tinkled with a bell-like flow
Atween the blossoms, "We are free."

-Tennyson, Lord Alfred